'Mess Happens when you talk to people you don't know'

So the tital pretty easy for you to read.

well its just basically today i was talking to my step mum and she said that i shouldn't post on my blog and stuff i thought about it and was like hmm yeah i suppose because 'mess' does happen when you give out information of where you live what part of the country and pictures. Anyone can see them. So this is going to change my blog.

Jess-xo

Gift...

Thats just sick.

Well yesterday at work, we we're talking about police,army, blah blah blah. Then my manger told me a true story which happened to an officer near us... ( she knows this story because her friend was the call taker for the emergancy)

Well Some younge lad crashed in his car, his car tubbled over and he couldn't get out so he called rescue services this police man was first on seen the guy seemed fine but he couldn't move him for safety reasons. The guy in the car was texting and having a joke with the officer saying once im out we're all have to go for a drink... The car started to smoke so he got his fire extinguisher out his car the guy was still texting and getting panicky... flames started to start but the officer kept putting it out.. Then they thought the fire people where there but it wasn't it was the ambulance so they got there exinghure out but the fire was reaching the man he was screaming, yelling but still texting his family to say goodbye. The emergancy services saw the man died but couldn't do anything about it and had to stay proffesional they closed the road becasue it was  a fatal.
Rush hour came people started having a go at the officer because the road was closed, although there was anther way through the place. The Police man saw everything which had happened a man burnt to a krisp and then had to deal with stupid pathtic people who are so selfish they ONLY CLOSE ROADS FOR FATAL. so next time a road is closed because of the police rember the person who may have lost there live and then think of the family of that person and then the emergancy services who dealed with it.

Sorry

I haven't posted for some time,  I can't really update now, so i'll just say im moving again; back in with my step mum - Lord help me, Suppose my personal situation has changed. Anyways; Here are my chickens they've already moved in to my step mums. There huge now ( hang on someone just told me there english pheastants? Lol same thing)

Popcorn! on his new Land! :) 

My Nails <33 sorry i just had to post my love for these. 

Well my operation/Plastics is tuesday at JR. So Kindaa weird to have it taken out as its causing alode of pains. 

Reasons i left stardoll.

well where do i start on stardoll royalty last night some crazy shit happened. I kinda lost it because the girl called me dumb and saying she couldn't understand how i write. They called me load of other names but to be honest the dumb part kinda got to me... my family call me dumb because i won't ever go to uni, i won't ever get a well payed job making £50,000 each year or own my own bussiness like my uncle who makes millions each year; But let me tell you why im so frickin' dumb. When i was younge in year 3-4 my attendence was great i attenended everyday but in year 5-6 that started to change my mum relied on me more and more to do house work, she beleived i would never ammount to something and i use to stay at home and do what she should of been thats being a mother; yeah we had court orders and fines but that didn't change nothing. My confidence had litreally crushed- I belived her words of that i was worthless in socity of today. Anyways when it came to secondary school i stood up to my mum, well my Nan was my carrer and went into year 7 at an alright mixed school; i never liked it there, i feel in with the wrong crowd mainly people in the upper years and followed them, but one day i was sexually assulted im not going into detail about it because i don't need too. My family till this day never knew what happened only my thearpist know. They knew it happened but didn't understand how i was feeling i completly stopped going to school and was sufferring from anixty and Depression they would try and force me to go out well in year 8 i thought you know what i can do go back but then things got shitty then the boy got a transeffer to our six form college who sexually assulted me. They school knew records of what had happened but still moved him to the school. So i would go in get called names like 'slut' 'whore' and more names again i tryed to take my own life and was taken to hospital i did so 3 more times after that... i stopped going to school completely then. I didn't see the point.. anyways i was pretty much left to do my own thing because know one understood me. Anyways thats the story of why im dumb just so you know you crushed my confidence. Im not going to College no more; im not even going to bother with anything because im dumb.

Bits And Bobs.

well today a friend who i met done the shop of all places all actually lives over the road came over. We where both paying for our items done the local shop and walked home together and got talking then, shes a bit older of me, she married but her Husband is in R.A.F. Well today she just knocked on my door and said she had a lode of stuff for Rebecca she needs to get rid off; So i said oh right ill came look. Went other to hers and everything was in perfect condition! so on Sunday we're going to go out together shes lovely. I only payed £10 For everything which is a bargiinnnn. So here are the pictures. (Mind my messy Flat).

Rocking Horse for when shes older. 

Baby doll Buggy for whens shes older aswell. 

Cloths!! which will help me alot as there are some wintery bits. 

Walker and rocker. :) 

Same! :D

Kinda Like Blogging!

Well My days seem to be empty Rebecca is at day care now; Which is weird for me & For her. However when shes gone i try and keep busy, washing, ironing, tidying & get dinner ready then everyday i walk back to the Nursery talk to Lidia, see whats shes done today and then walk home...

So Back to house hunting or flat hunting for a place to rent today -____-.

The Rain Flooding the balcony thingy at the flat! excuse the bucket are landlord left it here.

The Rain Flooding the balcony thingy at the flat! excuse the bucket are landlord left it here.

My Suzzy! 3 Christmas ago. With Her New T-shirt!

Yes it says Bitch on the back of it. 

Little Posser!

Princesss